LOVE

i could have been considered a heretic in the caboodle of believers of coup de foudre
but there i was, one more adherent to their ever expanding clique.
i was so myopic,so purblind about this wonderful feeling.i despised all who wre in love. now i was one of those despicables.

Yes, it was love at first sight
it seemed that my heart skipped thousand beats even if it did throbbed afterwards
saying that "i was blown away" would be sum serious understatement


there she was with a willowy figure,a face so pristine
i couldn't gaze at her since even a descry of her left me gasping.
her pulchritude could have infused life into the cadavers
she could have transformed a netherworld into empyrean
her face so effulgent that it could have even lighted the abyss of darkness.
such was her beauty, but really can one this be one beautiful or i was just infatuated
no it could've never been infatuation, it felt different, it was different
it was excruciating to be in her vicinity and not look at her but her sight could have blinded me
it was painful but even the pain seemed blissful today.


wat was happening to me??
this all looked so surreal, i am dreaming, i gotta be dreaming
i assured myself, i have never been a mendacious person then how can i lie to myself today.

i could'nt bear any more,it seemed my heart would burst, my organs were deserting me when i needed them most, is what they called love??
i wanted to tell her, i needed to tell her if only i could tell her
i could've jumped from the tallest building but i couldn't tell her
love really makes you weak!!
if only she had the psychic ability to hear my tacit feelings, if only she shared my feelings,where was cupid today??

i turned to my friends, if they could put an end to my interminable sufferings.
"the gal's not for you",one of them riposted, i was'nt ready for this.
"u are poles apart " he continued, only i was not listening
"both are skinny",other quipped


i knew she was the one, i never felt this way, even they were of no help

"ohh.. gabriel" i prayed now
"u can't leave ur son in this pain
u need to help me",
even he seemed to be on holiday today


wat do i do now
do i tell her or leave everything to fate
wont i be going against my own ethics??

PLZ HELP....................